going back and thinking about my life i realize that i have been doing me and living up every moment i have with my amazing friends. yes there have been some bumps in the roads and some bridges have been burned but thats fine. everything happens for a reason and if you put in no effort then ya know what? neither will i because i am sick of letting people get the best of me and letting them know how  upset or angry i am. so fuck you. my friends i have now that are makign the effort to stay in contact and hang out with me, and ALWAYS have my back, i know who they are and they have proved to me that they always will have my back. you shouldnt be fighting for a friendship so that is one thing i am not doing. this isnt a relationship that needs work or fighting because i do understand that this is a two way street, but it has been the whole time and there has been no change. WHAT SO EVER. so therefore im done. i have other shit to worry about then stupid little fights and putting forth effort that is being wasted. why waste my time? so i’m not anymore. and ive been doing better. i am coming down tp the end of my sophomore of college and i cannot believe how much ive grown and how the start of my career is coming.